Thursday, December 25, 2008

...I feel the same as this kid does





Once again the great Lakeema Lewis of Plainfield, NJ informs me of what I will be able to do with my kids and then changed her mind at the last minute and screwed up everything that I had planned for me, my kids and the rest of my family for the Christmas holiday. I sure wish that the court date in Feb. would come a whole lost faster. Why is it that whenever I have time to spend with my kids (because of what I do for a living) someone is sick or something is already planned? She might be right but I am sure everyone has heard of the boy that cried wolf right? OK well done deal...Hate is a strong word but I HATE THAT WOMAN! I love my kids and she just cant stand to see me happy at any time because I dont want to be with her. I will not break as your father did when he walked out on you. I never understood why a woman would give a man a hard time that volunteerly wants to do for his kids. Yet I am treated like a man that does nothing or hasnt ever. They will ask who, what, when, where and why in the future...I hope you're prepared for what will happen after they understand the truth.

2 comments:

Jackie E. said...

James, I hope you are still able to enjoy your Christmas. God knows what's in your heart and your family knows how much you love and care for them. Blessings and peace and all the best for 2009!

Anonymous said...

I'm sure your kids know that you do all that you can to spend time with them and do for them. Unfortunately, you have an obstacle in the way. Just continue to do whaĆ¾ you can how you can until an opportunity comes for you to have more of presence in their life.

Damn, though, I'd hate to get on your bad side! Posting pics, names, location and ish. Damn!