...I feel the same as this kid does

Once again the great Lakeema Lewis of Plainfield, NJ informs me of what I will be able to do with my kids and then changed her mind at the last minute and screwed up everything that I had planned for me, my kids and the rest of my family for the Christmas holiday. I sure wish that the court date in Feb. would come a whole lost faster. Why is it that whenever I have time to spend with my kids (because of what I do for a living) someone is sick or something is already planned? She might be right but I am sure everyone has heard of the boy that cried wolf right? OK well done deal...Hate is a strong word but I HATE THAT WOMAN! I love my kids and she just cant stand to see me happy at any time because I dont want to be with her. I will not break as your father did when he walked out on you. I never understood why a woman would give a man a hard time that volunteerly wants to do for his kids. Yet I am treated like a man that does nothing or hasnt ever. They will ask who, what, when, where and why in the future...I hope you're prepared for what will happen after they understand the truth.

Top 5 Things...

Have you ever went to a fast food resturant to get something and then go through the drive thru and order your food? Of course but that isnt my reason for this...I was thinking about something when I went the last time and it came to me that most people go get something to eat and it be so good that they tear into that sh!t so fast its like they starve'n!!! Somethings from different places will make you do that though. So here is my top 5 list of things that I must have right after you give me my change and I am either in my car driving out the drive thru or in my car on the way home.

#5 - Popeyes Biscuits

Man come on...are you serious?! So soft...so warm...so buttery...Jelly?!?! Man please just hand me one and watch what happens.

#4 - Boston Market Cornbread

This might be just me but when it is hot and warm that cornbread is on point!


#3 - Mcdonalds Apple Pies (Outside US Overseas Fried Edition)

If you have ever been to europe and been to a mcdonalds you know that the apple pies over there are fried like they use to make them here years ago. Man sometimes I think this is why I still run. They be so good and they sometimes make them fresh right there and when you get them you want to bite into it but cant cause its hot and you bite into anyway and burn ya damn mouth...oh my goodness.

#2 - McDonalds French Fries

No one on earth can tell me that they have went through a drive thru at mcdonalds and once you get your bag of food and your change that you make it out the parking lot and have not had at least 5 frieds...AT LEAST 5!!! Man I dont know what they put on them fries besides salt but its something else that just makes your mouth water. Matter fact my mouth watered thinking about them fries.

#1 - KRISPY KREME DONUTS

Can we have a moment of silence...........................

OK for those of you who have not ever had a donut from krispy kreme I want to just say you have something wrong with you. These are the best donuts on earth hands down and I do not care dunkin or no one else. Its like the donuts send a signal to your brain that makes sure it remembers that the hot light could possibly be on when you drive by at any point in the day. And if the hot light is on...and you drive past...It is by far your duty at that point to make that turn off the road and get a dozen...thats 12...1 and 2 thats right. No I dont know about anyone else but here in raleigh, I can order a dozen and only eleven will make it out the parking lot. That long stretch that I have to drive down capital blvd. to get to my house, man I wish I would still have 11 donuts in the box. Its more like 8 or 9. Gots to be crack in them donuts. Whatever it is...thanks you.

I Know Its Been A While...

WAIT FOR IT...WAIT FOR IT...

BOUNCE !

THATS RIGHT...ITS ME SNITCHES! LMAO

!!! The OBAMA's !!!

All I can say really right now is "wow!" I feel blessed to see change happening in my country but happy that I am witnessing history. A new president soon to be and hopefully a new outlook for the future. OK now...President elect Obama promised his kids a new puppy and said the puppy was coming to the white house with them. Was I the only one that was thinking, "Hmmm...what kind of dog will it be?" I hope its pitbull LOL! and finally a FINE SEXY EDUCATED first lady.

All in all forget color and ethnic background...the best person for the job I believe has got the job now and that is what matters most to me. If I had to see Sarah Palin in the white house running anything I would have moved out this country. She couldnt be president of my Xbox 360 association! However I did like the speech that McCain gave. It was the type of speech he was suppose to give and I felt like he may have seriously meant every word. OK...maybe not but he made it seem that way. Its a good week for me...Q-tip album, Blackberry Bold and now waiting on thursday. Come on GEARS OF WAR HAHAHA

Die Hard (the edited version)

I was watching TNT this morning while doing some school work and Die Hard was on (the one with Samuel L. Jackson) And in the scene where they were on the boat Bruce Willis hands Jackson the gun and Jackson asked how to use it. Willis was suprised and said, "you dont know how to use a gun?" Jackson then replied, "Just because I am black doesnt mean that I know how to use a gun you racist melon farmer" If I may ask for a second...WHAT THE HELL?!?! Now I know everyone knows that the correct line from the original movie was racist mutha f'er but is melon farmer the best that they could do? Wow...I had to rewind me DVR and listen a few times. It cracked me up LOL

This Is Why I Love Little Brother...

Little Brother Stand Up from Real Frequency on Vimeo.

NO HOMO

This is a phrase that I have grown to get really damn sick and tired of hearing guys say. I mean sometimes I dont think there is a need for you to tell me "NO HOMO" because I already understand that shit! If I say, "I love Little Brothers music" does that mean I have to say "NO HOMO" for you to figure out that I am not trying to hit phonte and big pooh lyrics from the back? I just love listening to the damn music that they make. Who came up with this nonsense? More stupid ebonic terms for black folks to use. Is it ok for me to get in a heated arguement with someone and when I have just had enough I can go, "man fuck you!...NO HOMO" I wish I would ever use this phrase. I would slap my damn self.

WASSSUUUUUPPPP!!!!!

Trouble Week

Everyone that knows me knows that I am a big fan a electronics. New gadgets coming out is a weekness of mine right next to krispy kreme donuts, deep fried twinkies and pretty women that are sweet(hope you know what sweet means). Anyway in a few days I will be coming up on a week of things coming out that will end me up in the house able to do nothing. Hopefully I have a friend or two that will want to see meand take me out and PAY FOR IT! Starting on halloween I will be at Hampton University for the homecoming. Not really going to spend much but I will be around friends and have a good time. I have to drive from NC to VA so gas will cost me. Then I will return home to that monday waiting for the blackberry bold which is "FINALLY" ready to be released on that tuesday, the new Q-Tip album and then GEARS OF WAR 2 thursday night at midnight. I will be unavailable once Gears is in my possesion. If you want to reach me you better have my phone number or an Xbox live account If not you are S.O.L. HAHAHA.

(I dont have a girlfriend so I dont have to worry about spending any quality time)

I'm Sorry...I Really Meant To Vote

Obama vs. McCain Dance Off

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Saw 5...And it continues

Of course I had to go and see this movie tonight. I actually hit up about 5 people and none of them wanted to go or were busy doing something else. 2 females actually said they were scared LOL. Anyway the movie was great and as always full of twist and turns. Part 6 coming I believe...But why did someone have to get shot outside while I was inside watching the movie? And I called myself going to the movie in the area where its usually no trouble and I can see the movie, enjoy it and go about my busniess. Nope, I leave out and the cops are like "Go out the other door!"

*I also saw Ms. McPhee but she acted like she didnt see me cause she was there with her fiance. Whats that about??? Oh yeah I forgot LMAO!!!

GEAR OF WAR 2

2 Weeks and Counting

Can I Kick It ?

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No You Can Not Get Over...

I was in traffic a few days ago and it was really stop and go. I wasnt in a rush to go anywhere just trying to get home but I was moving at like 15 MPH's. When traffic started to pick up my lane was moving pretty well and this soccer mom (I think) was trying to get over. At first I am like oh whatever let her go......Until I saw the "McCain/Palin" sticker on the car. I said oh hell no you cant get over and drove by with the icegrill looking at them like they broke the law or something. I laugh now but I wonder how many other people would have done that.

About Time

Lil Big Yung - My Swag

I am so happy that someone in hip hop finally realized what is going on and just said "F--- IT! If this is what you want then here you go......now what? Are you happy now?" And I just love it! MC's in the game please take note...You need to realize that just because you ballin' doesn't really mean that you ballin', just because I might think you are wack doesnt make you wack and lastely just because you have a deal and make records......DOES NOT MAKE YOU A HOT MC!

Olympic drug inquiry launched after 300 test results from Beijing go missing

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sport/othersports/article-1078270/Olympic-drug-inquiry-launched-300-test-results-Beijing-missing.html

How in the hell does something like this happen? You cant be serious! After all of the spectactular performances that we (well not me included because I refused to watch the games for obvious reasons) are not allowed to see who is legit and who is full of crap?! Plenty of people (now include me) know that there were athletes that were using PED's and will continue. Cover up...maybe, well, more than likely. Its a shame that we cant have clean sports. My thought on the games this past year "I thought some performances were the dirtiest performances I had ever been allowed to witness." I have seen and lost plenty of times to PED's but this was ridiculous. Hopefully things will change in the future...but more than likely not.

My Presidential Views

<---Its just that simple.

I am voting of course just like a lot of people but I am paying very close attention this year more than I ever have. A black candidate will make people curious as to whats really going on I guess. Now as I pay close attention to what each candidate is saying, reguardless of ethnic background, I find it easy to figure out who I am voting for. Remember I keep it simple...God forbid but if either of the two die/get killed or whatever...which vice president do I think is more fit to take over. Biden is the answer for me. I am not sexist but I seem to think Palin comes off like a groupie. I could see her saying, "Hey Bin Laden, lets end the terror threats please?!?! I'll have sex with you if you do???" She just is not ready to lead the country. And for some reason when I see McCain I just see G.W. Bush all over again. I encourage everyone to please vote...make a difference.

Table Dance Gone Wrong

If you have not seen this please watch and ENJOY the laughs

Answering the Unclear

When I am asked a question, I try my best to answer it as honestly as possible. I was raised by a single parent mother that always told me, "be yourself". Well being myself, I could never find a way to be anything else but honest, upfront and straight to the point. It seems that some people that I have come in contact with in my life, whether they are friends currently right now or foes, have a hard time understanding me and who I am. If I have a problem with you or something is unclear, I don't have a problem coming to you and say hey what's going on with…….It's not always positive but if I think that we are cool and I can come to you and talk to you about what I am unclear about, then why is it that when I am done asking or commenting on something what I have allowed to come out my mouth has altered? I am not the one to sugar coat anything. Let me reiterate….ANYTHING! I have been called almost anything and everything so my feelings right now as a grown man are 9 times out of 10 never hurt. Most people don't know my spots to upset me. Trust me if you do know then you know not to upset me. I am a great friend but get on my bad side and this Taurus will see you dressed in all red. I hate having to explain something more than once. I really do wish people would listen more instead of trying to gather information and try to draw their own conclusion because they don't believe what you have said to them. I have lost many friends over he say she say, people not minding their business and people doing what I just tried to make clear in the previous sentence. I rank people in 3 groups:

1.My true friends – People who I love or trust enough to be a part of my life
2.Associate friends – People who I have no problem with. But I will see you when I see you
3.Miscellaneous people – People who I have to deal with for certain reasons or people that I have learned lessons from

*Anything other than the above – I either dont know you or you mean nothing to me point blank!

Is the unclear clear yet? Maybe not but let me go farther…I am 30 years old and I am not going to ever do this again so pay close attention. If I say the sky is red then take my word for it because I have no reason to lie to you if you mean something to me. However, yes I am a clown from time to time but who isn't. Yes there are times that I joke around and times when I am serious but if you are wondering while reading this, "When is he joking and when is he serious?" then you just figured out if you are a true friend to me or not. If you know then you just know. If you come into my life and leave with questions of uncertainty, then don't try to figure me out or even yourself while using context clues in what it is that I do on a daily basis. You will only confuse yourself more than you already are. Yes you are confused if you have to wonder "why" about anything right now. I am simple. I say what I mean and I mean what I say. That's why I am single right now because my last 3 girlfriends, one being my baby momma, one being the full of issues last one I just got out my life and the middle one that made me write this made 1 of 2 mistakes:

1.Thinking too much
2.Don't think enough

I was premature on a comment to someone. My last 3 ex's I thought were the best girlfriends that I had but no I was wrong. The best is yet to come…And all three are Ex's because (this is where you should pay close attention) they were so different that they became similar in many ways. I come up with something to keep me motivated when I start training for the upcoming year every year. This year "GET BACK or GET DONE" fits pretty well. I am a HUGE Little Brother Fan and I love the Get Back album. I understand why it was titled Get Back and this year it fits me the same. I need to Get Back to me and doing what it is that I know I can do. If that doesn't happen then I will "Get Done" which should be self explanatory. I know it might seem like I went off topic but I didn't. The people I wrote about (those 3 ex's and others who this applies to) Maybe you should think about getting back to you or getting back to whatever makes you successful. I know my peace and I am all packed up on my way back there because I lost focus and I blame myself for that.

*Currently getting back to whats most important to me.

My Daughters 5th B-Day

GRANDMA!She loves her Hannah Montana ! The Sweetest

Us in Ms. Shirley's (B-More Thing)

The Cake